Post by Julianna DiMaria on Jul 2, 2018 15:29:36 GMT -5
“What’s Left?”
Date: July 2, 2018
While it’s sunny in San Diego, the same can’t be said for Julianna DiMaria as she finds herself in a quiet area of Balboa Park. There’s already a camera and a high chair waiting for her to cut her promo about WrestleForce but Julianna herself is standing behind the camera with her arms folded and looking like she’s feeling some form of dejection going on. She’s not alone though, as her roommates and friends… Christy and Ally… are right there with her. Ally is holding a notepad in her right hand as the three have a short, pre-promo conversation.
Christy: Look Julianna… the sooner you do this… the sooner you can get to New York.
Julianna: Do you honestly think that after yesterday’s session I’m even in the mood to cut a promo?
Ally: You ARE very good at it…
Christy: It’s one of the things you do best.
Julianna: Right. Sure. Thanks. I might as well just get the show on the road, right?
Julianna is about to walk to the director-style high chair, but Ally gently grabs her by the wrist.
Ally: Hold on, before you go in front of that camera… you need to see this…
Julianna rolls her eyes as Ally opens her notepad.
Ally: ... a small list… of things that you’re not allowed to talk about.
Julianna: Really?
Julianna sighs as she reads the list.
Julianna: Things Julianna are not allowed to talk about: Jessica Sears. Jessica Sears’s butt. The Guardians (Adrien, Jessica, Jazmyn or Jew Blazer). Her father. Social media.
Christy: It’s not THAT restrictive…
Julianna: Whatever…
Julianna sighs as she walks in front of the camera and sits on the chair that’s in front of it.
Ally: Camera’s on whenever you’re ready…
Julianna sighs as she goes into a bit of a deep reflection mode about the way things have been in her life and career ever since she got promoted from West Coast Genesis to New Generation Wrestling. This brings out a bit of glumness in her as she realizes that her journey in NGW has been harder than she thought it would be. Still, she’s got enough moxie left in her to be as bold and as brash as usual. The question at this point is whether Julianna is about to take the first step toward the greatness that she’s dreamed about… or whether this is possibly a last stand for the most insufferable wrestler West Coast Genesis has ever had. Julianna begins to express her mind about WrestleForce, El Leon Azul… among other things…
Julianna DiMaria: In a perfect world, my first WrestleForce would have been last year when I would have been a part of the Rags to Riches match. But no, that was Rachel Redding and we all know how that one turned out considering that she was the biggest bust in the history of West Coast Genesis other than Ryan Keys. But, what’s done is done. Over the last year, I have done everything I could to make things happen and I did with the West Coast Championship in WCG and eventually making my way up the ladder to NGW. So, this weekend IS going to be my first WrestleForce and you know something? In a perfect world, my last match against Kayla Richards? THAT would be my WrestleForce match this weekend. But it’s not! I would have loved to have gone against Jew Blazer or Jessica Sears or Jazmyn Rain or Jaime “Lady Gaga Loves Her Some” Alejandro or hell, stick me in that Trials and Tribulations match! But I don’t get ANY of that, do I? No, I am “stuck” dealing with El Leon Azul…
Julianna pauses and squints her eyes, letting out an angry sigh.
Julianna DiMaria: When I came up here to New Generation Wrestling after beating Melina Garrison in my last WCG match, I felt like I was living the dream at last. It was, honestly, the first time I ever experienced a moment of perfect happiness in this business. Even better? In my first proper match in NGW, I defeated Mason Moore and I had my SECOND moment of perfect happiness in professional wrestling. And then YOU came along… whoever the hell you are. I don’t know what it is, but ever since the day that we first crossed paths, Azul, I have always had this feeling in my gut that our first encounter wasn’t just some “random meeting”. This has been deliberate, hasn’t it? Oh yeah, I’m going FULL conspiracy theory here because ever since then? You’ve been an ANNOYING pain in my ass. If we randomly crossed paths ONCE, that’d be one thing. But a second time? A third time? It has happened FAR too often to be a coincidence! There is something beneath that mask that you are not telling me! This has ALL been deliberate from the very beginning. I may not have the proof, but I KNOW it’s been!
And YOU know it too!
Because ever since we crossed paths, MY dream has become a NIGHTMARE!
Every ounce of joy I had beating Melina and coming up here to NGW, YOU have sucked out of me. You weren’t the only one… granted. There’s been my dad, this divorce going on between my parents, there’s been the whole Jimmy bullshit… but you have sucked every ounce of joy and happiness DRY! Does that make you happy? Every time I go to an NGW event, I have to think of YOU! You think beating you down with a lead pipe gives me all the pleasure in the world? NO! It doesn’t! NGW has become my own personal hell because of YOU! I have been MISERABLE because of YOU! All of this “seeing the light” bullshit, but all you’ve shown me is darkness! I have never gone into a match with as much HATRED in my heart that I have for you! Yeah, you heard me right.
I HATE YOU!
I hate you for ruining my dream! I hate you for sucking the joy and the happiness and the love of what I do out of me! My parents can’t be there for me anymore. My mother would do even more damage and I just filed a restraining order against my father this morning. I can’t even go on Twitter for… however long while my best friends behind the camera run the account temporarily. All I feel when I look at you… when I think about you… is MISERY! Every time someone mentions you, I get so angry that I am tempted to just… do unspeakable things to someone just to let my rage and anger out. And I’m not blind to reality here… well, not anymore.
In West Coast Genesis, I was QUEEN BITCH! I was the main attraction! I was the one that everyone focused on for better or worst! I was the wrestler of the year for WCG! I put that brand on the map! Everything! Revolved! Around! ME!
But here in New Generation Wrestling?
Julianna scoffs.
Julianna DiMaria: I’m just another wrestler on the roster. I’m no main attraction. It’s safe to say that I’ve been lost… in more ways than one and part of this is because I’ve wasted so much time dealing with YOU! What is your OBSESSION with me? WHY can’t you leave me alone? You’re acting like I did something PERSONAL to you… like if I fucked your mother or something! You’re not Ryan Keys are you? Please God, don’t be because I legitimately HATED that fucking WORTHLESS human being and I’d rather fuck Jimmy Pagan again than be in another wrestling match with Ryan Keys! But then… I think about some of the names I’ve beaten…
Most recently? Kayla Richards, former NGW Champion.
Mason Moore, at one point the longest reigning Spotlight Champion.
Xaria Karloff’s ex-husband.
Jack Tillman… the longest reigning Five Lakes Champion…
Alechs Aurelio… former tag team champion…
AND BY THE WAY… sponsored by Kmart Australia, this is my periodic reminder that I, Julianna DiMaria… ran Alechs Aurelio out of professional wrestling… ANYWAY…
Donovan Basch, current West Coast Champion…
Danielle Basch, longest and the best South Bay Champion in WCG history…
Alan Envy… you know… when he was a thing…
And maybe I’m not “just another wrestler”. That is NOT a horrible list of names that I have a victory over. Maybe the reason why I feel so lost in the shuffle is because I haven’t exactly capitalized on all those wins over all those names. Maybe that’s where all of my give-a-crap remains… maybe I’m hanging on to hope that things are going to get better because life SUCKS for me right now! What’s left is this match! I beat you, I unmask you, I move on and I never, ever have to fucking deal with you again! In a perfect world, that’s exactly how this goes and maybe I can finally start focusing on the Young Lions Championship and start building toward success.
My back is against the wall… a situation that I’ve been in time and time again, and yet when push comes to shove, that’s when I’m at my best. There will be no light, Azul… only darkness… darkness that YOU have contributed to merely by being an increasingly annoying pain in the ass that has stalked me from day one! Enough is ENOUGH! At WrestleForce, I’m DONE with you! You have made my tenure here in New Generation Wrestling HELL and this Sunday?
I’m dragging you to hell with me!
And just like Alechs’ world?
Yours is going to burn to the ground!
Julianna slides off of the chair right as the cameras shut off and the first thing she sees when she walks by the camera is Christy and Ally standing there a bit wide-eyed in concern for her.
Christy: Are you okay?
Julianna: Never worse…
Ally: I didn’t realize the hatred for him was so deep…
Julianna: It is… and honestly? Once this is over? I NEVER want that piece of shit to be mentioned again!
Christy: Fair enough…
Julianna walks away from her two roommates, leaving them quite concerned for her state of mind before the former West Coast Champion takes off to New York for WrestleForce 2.
Date: July 2, 2018
While it’s sunny in San Diego, the same can’t be said for Julianna DiMaria as she finds herself in a quiet area of Balboa Park. There’s already a camera and a high chair waiting for her to cut her promo about WrestleForce but Julianna herself is standing behind the camera with her arms folded and looking like she’s feeling some form of dejection going on. She’s not alone though, as her roommates and friends… Christy and Ally… are right there with her. Ally is holding a notepad in her right hand as the three have a short, pre-promo conversation.
Christy: Look Julianna… the sooner you do this… the sooner you can get to New York.
Julianna: Do you honestly think that after yesterday’s session I’m even in the mood to cut a promo?
Ally: You ARE very good at it…
Christy: It’s one of the things you do best.
Julianna: Right. Sure. Thanks. I might as well just get the show on the road, right?
Julianna is about to walk to the director-style high chair, but Ally gently grabs her by the wrist.
Ally: Hold on, before you go in front of that camera… you need to see this…
Julianna rolls her eyes as Ally opens her notepad.
Ally: ... a small list… of things that you’re not allowed to talk about.
Julianna: Really?
Julianna sighs as she reads the list.
Julianna: Things Julianna are not allowed to talk about: Jessica Sears. Jessica Sears’s butt. The Guardians (Adrien, Jessica, Jazmyn or Jew Blazer). Her father. Social media.
Christy: It’s not THAT restrictive…
Julianna: Whatever…
Julianna sighs as she walks in front of the camera and sits on the chair that’s in front of it.
Ally: Camera’s on whenever you’re ready…
Julianna sighs as she goes into a bit of a deep reflection mode about the way things have been in her life and career ever since she got promoted from West Coast Genesis to New Generation Wrestling. This brings out a bit of glumness in her as she realizes that her journey in NGW has been harder than she thought it would be. Still, she’s got enough moxie left in her to be as bold and as brash as usual. The question at this point is whether Julianna is about to take the first step toward the greatness that she’s dreamed about… or whether this is possibly a last stand for the most insufferable wrestler West Coast Genesis has ever had. Julianna begins to express her mind about WrestleForce, El Leon Azul… among other things…
Julianna DiMaria: In a perfect world, my first WrestleForce would have been last year when I would have been a part of the Rags to Riches match. But no, that was Rachel Redding and we all know how that one turned out considering that she was the biggest bust in the history of West Coast Genesis other than Ryan Keys. But, what’s done is done. Over the last year, I have done everything I could to make things happen and I did with the West Coast Championship in WCG and eventually making my way up the ladder to NGW. So, this weekend IS going to be my first WrestleForce and you know something? In a perfect world, my last match against Kayla Richards? THAT would be my WrestleForce match this weekend. But it’s not! I would have loved to have gone against Jew Blazer or Jessica Sears or Jazmyn Rain or Jaime “Lady Gaga Loves Her Some” Alejandro or hell, stick me in that Trials and Tribulations match! But I don’t get ANY of that, do I? No, I am “stuck” dealing with El Leon Azul…
Julianna pauses and squints her eyes, letting out an angry sigh.
Julianna DiMaria: When I came up here to New Generation Wrestling after beating Melina Garrison in my last WCG match, I felt like I was living the dream at last. It was, honestly, the first time I ever experienced a moment of perfect happiness in this business. Even better? In my first proper match in NGW, I defeated Mason Moore and I had my SECOND moment of perfect happiness in professional wrestling. And then YOU came along… whoever the hell you are. I don’t know what it is, but ever since the day that we first crossed paths, Azul, I have always had this feeling in my gut that our first encounter wasn’t just some “random meeting”. This has been deliberate, hasn’t it? Oh yeah, I’m going FULL conspiracy theory here because ever since then? You’ve been an ANNOYING pain in my ass. If we randomly crossed paths ONCE, that’d be one thing. But a second time? A third time? It has happened FAR too often to be a coincidence! There is something beneath that mask that you are not telling me! This has ALL been deliberate from the very beginning. I may not have the proof, but I KNOW it’s been!
And YOU know it too!
Because ever since we crossed paths, MY dream has become a NIGHTMARE!
Every ounce of joy I had beating Melina and coming up here to NGW, YOU have sucked out of me. You weren’t the only one… granted. There’s been my dad, this divorce going on between my parents, there’s been the whole Jimmy bullshit… but you have sucked every ounce of joy and happiness DRY! Does that make you happy? Every time I go to an NGW event, I have to think of YOU! You think beating you down with a lead pipe gives me all the pleasure in the world? NO! It doesn’t! NGW has become my own personal hell because of YOU! I have been MISERABLE because of YOU! All of this “seeing the light” bullshit, but all you’ve shown me is darkness! I have never gone into a match with as much HATRED in my heart that I have for you! Yeah, you heard me right.
I HATE YOU!
I hate you for ruining my dream! I hate you for sucking the joy and the happiness and the love of what I do out of me! My parents can’t be there for me anymore. My mother would do even more damage and I just filed a restraining order against my father this morning. I can’t even go on Twitter for… however long while my best friends behind the camera run the account temporarily. All I feel when I look at you… when I think about you… is MISERY! Every time someone mentions you, I get so angry that I am tempted to just… do unspeakable things to someone just to let my rage and anger out. And I’m not blind to reality here… well, not anymore.
In West Coast Genesis, I was QUEEN BITCH! I was the main attraction! I was the one that everyone focused on for better or worst! I was the wrestler of the year for WCG! I put that brand on the map! Everything! Revolved! Around! ME!
But here in New Generation Wrestling?
Julianna scoffs.
Julianna DiMaria: I’m just another wrestler on the roster. I’m no main attraction. It’s safe to say that I’ve been lost… in more ways than one and part of this is because I’ve wasted so much time dealing with YOU! What is your OBSESSION with me? WHY can’t you leave me alone? You’re acting like I did something PERSONAL to you… like if I fucked your mother or something! You’re not Ryan Keys are you? Please God, don’t be because I legitimately HATED that fucking WORTHLESS human being and I’d rather fuck Jimmy Pagan again than be in another wrestling match with Ryan Keys! But then… I think about some of the names I’ve beaten…
Most recently? Kayla Richards, former NGW Champion.
Mason Moore, at one point the longest reigning Spotlight Champion.
Xaria Karloff’s ex-husband.
Jack Tillman… the longest reigning Five Lakes Champion…
Alechs Aurelio… former tag team champion…
AND BY THE WAY… sponsored by Kmart Australia, this is my periodic reminder that I, Julianna DiMaria… ran Alechs Aurelio out of professional wrestling… ANYWAY…
Donovan Basch, current West Coast Champion…
Danielle Basch, longest and the best South Bay Champion in WCG history…
Alan Envy… you know… when he was a thing…
And maybe I’m not “just another wrestler”. That is NOT a horrible list of names that I have a victory over. Maybe the reason why I feel so lost in the shuffle is because I haven’t exactly capitalized on all those wins over all those names. Maybe that’s where all of my give-a-crap remains… maybe I’m hanging on to hope that things are going to get better because life SUCKS for me right now! What’s left is this match! I beat you, I unmask you, I move on and I never, ever have to fucking deal with you again! In a perfect world, that’s exactly how this goes and maybe I can finally start focusing on the Young Lions Championship and start building toward success.
My back is against the wall… a situation that I’ve been in time and time again, and yet when push comes to shove, that’s when I’m at my best. There will be no light, Azul… only darkness… darkness that YOU have contributed to merely by being an increasingly annoying pain in the ass that has stalked me from day one! Enough is ENOUGH! At WrestleForce, I’m DONE with you! You have made my tenure here in New Generation Wrestling HELL and this Sunday?
I’m dragging you to hell with me!
And just like Alechs’ world?
Yours is going to burn to the ground!
Julianna slides off of the chair right as the cameras shut off and the first thing she sees when she walks by the camera is Christy and Ally standing there a bit wide-eyed in concern for her.
Christy: Are you okay?
Julianna: Never worse…
Ally: I didn’t realize the hatred for him was so deep…
Julianna: It is… and honestly? Once this is over? I NEVER want that piece of shit to be mentioned again!
Christy: Fair enough…
Julianna walks away from her two roommates, leaving them quite concerned for her state of mind before the former West Coast Champion takes off to New York for WrestleForce 2.