Post by Jack Tillman on Jun 24, 2018 14:07:47 GMT -5
-My body aches. I’m slightly dehydrated. My adrenaline is pumping and all I want to do is take a cold shower. The sweat drops from the top of my head and makes its way down my face till it eventually falls off my chin and crashes to the floor below. It’s hard to calm oneself after an epic match like I just went through.
-Jack Tillman verses Craig Anderson for the CWC Junior Heavyweight Title. Defense number 11 at the Ringen Hostel promotion in Germany. Next week I’ll be over in Kings Road to defend the belt for a 12th time. If I’m successful, I’ll make CWC history by having the most title defenses with any of the CWC titles in its history.
-Then last night, myself and some of my Dogs Of War team mates won Trios gold at OWF over in Australia. Next week, a Kamikaze Pro tour where it’s going to be a stable war. It’s a busy schedule, but it’s good to get the bookings and being wanted.
-So many great matches. So many opportunities. My career continues to be on the up and up. Accept for NGW. Seems I’ve hit my low point there. Lost the Five Lakes Title to a model. Had the Tag Straps ripped away from us. Taped out to a 18 year old developmental wrestler in the NGW Tag Team Tournament. And then my so called family with the Destroyers stabbed me in the back and put all the blame on me for their lack of success. Oh and let’s not forget about my opponent this Sunday. Jack Tillman verses Chris Marks in the opening match. That’ll put butts in seats.
-I swear if this is some pity match for what happen on the last NGW show then I plan on taking Mark and sending his body parts one piece at a time to Devin Scott’s desk. I don’t need pity. I don’t need people feeling sorry for me. I knew the consequences joining the Destroyers. I knew the only way out of that group was having my ass kicked out. I over stayed my welcome. After everything I helped them accomplish in NGW. After all the sins I helped commit. They need the bodies if they’re still going to fight NGW.
-I was emotional about the whole incident. Chris Constantine was as well. He threatens to have the Dogs Of War come in and burn the whole place down. Olivia Newman told me time and time again, “I told you.” All the twitter back and forth between third parties giving out their opinions. It was so much noise. I just wanted to get away. So I did. I shut my phone off and just walked. Couldn’t meditate because my head was just as noisy as the twitter feed. Didn’t want to work out or spar with anyone because I’d either hurt my opponent or hurt myself. So I walked a path in Omaha, Nebraska. Nothing but a little river and cornfields as far as you can see. I just let the view of everything take over and for the first time in awhile I stopped thinking and calmed down.
-You’d think I’d come back to NGW and want to hunt down every Destroyer and make them pay for what they did. Just look at my history. I’m not afraid to stoop to their level and fight them in the filth. But I’m going to take my time. I’m going to heal up. I’m going to watch. I’m going to be smart about this because it’s three verses one and I don’t need to be barging into this War like an idiot. So let them have heir moment in time. Let them celebrate on how they put down the Dog Of War. Eventually, they’re going to be in the same ring with me....and I’ll make them suffer then.
-With the NGW camera in front of me, I don’t even bother to look up as I place the CWC Junior Heavyweight Title down on my lap.
Jack Tillman: “Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves. The wise Confucius said that while he was still alive. And he’s right. Going down a path of pure hatred and revenge only leaves everyone involved dead. The only thing I want to do is to get revenge on the Destroyers. I was a good soldier for them. I helped commit unforgiving sins on their behalf. I bit my tongue as they foolishly ran their mouths and plotted to take over in NGW. I didn’t ask questions. I didn’t utter a peep. I did my job. So it’d be so easy to go into this coming NGW show and want to crack their skulls open with my bare hands. That’s what they expect. That’s what the office probably expects. That’s what the rest of the NGW roster expects. So why wouldn’t I try to burn NGW just to get my revenge?
Well I’m not. Not because I’m afraid of the beatings I’ll probably get from a three on one show down. It’s not because I’ve been told by the NGW staff to hold my ground and threatened with suspension if I retaliated. It’s because everyone expects me to. So I’m just going to watch. I’m going to pick my battles. I’m going to play this out smart and when the moment hits.....that’s when I’m going to strike. And when I do.....I’m not going to leave them alive like they did with me. I’m going to cut their heads off and place their heads on top of a pole so that everyone can see. Let it to be a sign that Jack “The Ripper” Tillman....The Dog Of War.....will be the new face of NGW and what the Destroyers did was nothing more than child’s play to what I have in mind.
-Looking up you can see the nice welt that’s right below my cheek that I got from Craig Anderson who surprised me with a super kick to the face.
Jack Tillman: “Chris Marks..... what am I supposed to say about you? That you’re one of the best? That you’re a talented son of a gun? That I’m going to struggle against you? I mean I could say stuff like that but it’d be all a lie. No one knows the last time you had a match in NGW or WCG and I’m sure most people don’t know who you are. It took me half a day to find any footage of you in a ring. I could do the typical, you suck promo....but you aren’t worth the time or effort. Only good thing about this match is that I’ll be able to go home early after I take your jobber ass to the woodshed. So hype up yourself as much as you want. It’s all going to fall on death ears because everyone knows you don’t stand a chance against me. Just pray and hope that the match will be over quickly and you walk out still on one piece.”
Lifting up my CWC Junior Heavyweight Title, I walk past the camera.
-Jack Tillman verses Craig Anderson for the CWC Junior Heavyweight Title. Defense number 11 at the Ringen Hostel promotion in Germany. Next week I’ll be over in Kings Road to defend the belt for a 12th time. If I’m successful, I’ll make CWC history by having the most title defenses with any of the CWC titles in its history.
-Then last night, myself and some of my Dogs Of War team mates won Trios gold at OWF over in Australia. Next week, a Kamikaze Pro tour where it’s going to be a stable war. It’s a busy schedule, but it’s good to get the bookings and being wanted.
-So many great matches. So many opportunities. My career continues to be on the up and up. Accept for NGW. Seems I’ve hit my low point there. Lost the Five Lakes Title to a model. Had the Tag Straps ripped away from us. Taped out to a 18 year old developmental wrestler in the NGW Tag Team Tournament. And then my so called family with the Destroyers stabbed me in the back and put all the blame on me for their lack of success. Oh and let’s not forget about my opponent this Sunday. Jack Tillman verses Chris Marks in the opening match. That’ll put butts in seats.
-I swear if this is some pity match for what happen on the last NGW show then I plan on taking Mark and sending his body parts one piece at a time to Devin Scott’s desk. I don’t need pity. I don’t need people feeling sorry for me. I knew the consequences joining the Destroyers. I knew the only way out of that group was having my ass kicked out. I over stayed my welcome. After everything I helped them accomplish in NGW. After all the sins I helped commit. They need the bodies if they’re still going to fight NGW.
-I was emotional about the whole incident. Chris Constantine was as well. He threatens to have the Dogs Of War come in and burn the whole place down. Olivia Newman told me time and time again, “I told you.” All the twitter back and forth between third parties giving out their opinions. It was so much noise. I just wanted to get away. So I did. I shut my phone off and just walked. Couldn’t meditate because my head was just as noisy as the twitter feed. Didn’t want to work out or spar with anyone because I’d either hurt my opponent or hurt myself. So I walked a path in Omaha, Nebraska. Nothing but a little river and cornfields as far as you can see. I just let the view of everything take over and for the first time in awhile I stopped thinking and calmed down.
-You’d think I’d come back to NGW and want to hunt down every Destroyer and make them pay for what they did. Just look at my history. I’m not afraid to stoop to their level and fight them in the filth. But I’m going to take my time. I’m going to heal up. I’m going to watch. I’m going to be smart about this because it’s three verses one and I don’t need to be barging into this War like an idiot. So let them have heir moment in time. Let them celebrate on how they put down the Dog Of War. Eventually, they’re going to be in the same ring with me....and I’ll make them suffer then.
-With the NGW camera in front of me, I don’t even bother to look up as I place the CWC Junior Heavyweight Title down on my lap.
Jack Tillman: “Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves. The wise Confucius said that while he was still alive. And he’s right. Going down a path of pure hatred and revenge only leaves everyone involved dead. The only thing I want to do is to get revenge on the Destroyers. I was a good soldier for them. I helped commit unforgiving sins on their behalf. I bit my tongue as they foolishly ran their mouths and plotted to take over in NGW. I didn’t ask questions. I didn’t utter a peep. I did my job. So it’d be so easy to go into this coming NGW show and want to crack their skulls open with my bare hands. That’s what they expect. That’s what the office probably expects. That’s what the rest of the NGW roster expects. So why wouldn’t I try to burn NGW just to get my revenge?
Well I’m not. Not because I’m afraid of the beatings I’ll probably get from a three on one show down. It’s not because I’ve been told by the NGW staff to hold my ground and threatened with suspension if I retaliated. It’s because everyone expects me to. So I’m just going to watch. I’m going to pick my battles. I’m going to play this out smart and when the moment hits.....that’s when I’m going to strike. And when I do.....I’m not going to leave them alive like they did with me. I’m going to cut their heads off and place their heads on top of a pole so that everyone can see. Let it to be a sign that Jack “The Ripper” Tillman....The Dog Of War.....will be the new face of NGW and what the Destroyers did was nothing more than child’s play to what I have in mind.
-Looking up you can see the nice welt that’s right below my cheek that I got from Craig Anderson who surprised me with a super kick to the face.
Jack Tillman: “Chris Marks..... what am I supposed to say about you? That you’re one of the best? That you’re a talented son of a gun? That I’m going to struggle against you? I mean I could say stuff like that but it’d be all a lie. No one knows the last time you had a match in NGW or WCG and I’m sure most people don’t know who you are. It took me half a day to find any footage of you in a ring. I could do the typical, you suck promo....but you aren’t worth the time or effort. Only good thing about this match is that I’ll be able to go home early after I take your jobber ass to the woodshed. So hype up yourself as much as you want. It’s all going to fall on death ears because everyone knows you don’t stand a chance against me. Just pray and hope that the match will be over quickly and you walk out still on one piece.”
Lifting up my CWC Junior Heavyweight Title, I walk past the camera.