Post by Jazmyn Rain on Apr 29, 2018 21:56:00 GMT -5
“Settling the Score”
Date: April 29, 2018
NGW Five Lakes Champion Jazmyn Rain is now in Washington D.C., but she’s not visiting any of the landmarks in Washington. The setting that she is standing in front of is entirely unfamiliar with the public outside of the city itself. The NGW Five Lakes Championship is around her waist and Jazmyn has a look of pity and perhaps disappointment on her face having heard the words of Jack Tillman not too long ago. She thinks about those words and soaks in the latest bout of negativity and hatred that he had thrown her way along with some scathing remarks that in her mind, she knows are truly some bitter, sour grapes coming from the former Five Lakes Champion himself. Jazmyn processes how she’s going to address these words before she musters up the spark to speak her mind.
Jazmyn Rain: They never learn, do they?
Jazmyn sighs and shakes her head before she continues.
Jazmyn Rain: Jack Tillman, just when I think I’ve said everything there is to say about you, you pop up and speak your mind, just like I knew you would and holy crap, in a nutshell, you have completely summed up my final words before our title match at Battle for London. There’s that anger that I was expecting. There’s that hatred that has become so predictable. You, Jack, are someone that needs to chill the heck out, you know? What you said proves to me once and for all that you take this business FAR too seriously. If that’s the boat you want to row, go ahead and row that boat but keep in mind that should that boat ultimately sink, you have nobody to blame but yourself. Before I dive into that though, I want to tell you a little bit of where I am cutting this promo from. I’m not at some landmark in D.C.. I’m not at the Washington Monument, I am not at the White House, I am not at the Lincoln Memorial, or hell, I am not even in front of the Verizon Center or anywhere else that any wrestler would cut a promo from.
You know where I’m standing in front of, Jack?
Your every day psychological hospital, this one specializing in pediatric care.
Since you want to know what I do outside of the ring, maybe I should share a little something. I spend time, and so much time, visiting places like this as a way to enlighten and encourage young people to grow up and follow their dreams in spite of the obstacles and the demons that are standing in their way because I relate to them so much! I had those same obstacles and demons growing up myself! My own mother… the one that gave birth to me, saw me as nothing more than an inconvenience and she let me know it! I was a BURDEN to her all because my existence stymied her beauty queen career that she STILL hasn’t let go of to this very day even though she’s in her early fifties now. It destroyed me for YEARS, Jack, not that you care and I don’t expect you to but I had to overcome THAT to even be a professional wrestler to begin with and I am giving back to the community, being that positive role model, being the inspiration to young people that grew up just like I did so they can do what I’ve done in life and in wrestling.
Huh, that about puts a dent in your “slutty photo shoot” narrative doesn’t it, Jack?
And to think, I held out a little bit of hope that after Battle For London, you actually learned something but it turns out that you didn’t because there you go again, rambling about this, crying about that, making excuses for this, being a BOY and not a man among so many things all while you make yourself look like an incompetent jackass! You know, I never thought I would meet anyone worse than the guy that ended my first Global Championship run through nefarious means, but you’re just as bad as he is. Hell, I’m even going to go as far as saying that you’ve become even worse! Seriously! Do you ever LISTEN to yourself when you talk? You start off by talking about what you did in other promotions recently like that’s somehow supposed to make you that much better than me, and everyone else you name dropped during your rant.
But hey, what do I know? I’m just letting the title collect dust right? You want to ask every single child I’ve seen under psychiatric care that has seen, touched and even had this title over their shoulder just so they can know what being a champion feels like, you over privileged son of a bitch? Yeah, there’s another hole in your bullshit narratives. You have disrespected me for the last time by undermining what I am all about as a professional wrestler and it’s so sad that you do this just because I don’t do it the way YOU think it ought to be done and I’m sick and TIRED of it so I’ll tell you what’s going to happen. When we settle the score tonight, I am going to put an end to this on MY terms and I am finally going to shut you the FUCK up! After what you’ve said, I’ve realized that there’s no hope for you ever coming around. You’re never going to respect me no matter what I do and that’s fine Jack, because I don’t need your fucking approval to go anywhere in this business. I’ve done just fine without the approval of the woman that gave birth to me, so what makes you think that your words are even going to make a dent anymore?
Jazmyn takes a deep breath and looks down on the ground she’s on for a bit as she does her very best to calm down from the passionate, profane rant that she just went on. The fact that she didn’t even pause to correct her own profanities is a further indication of how headed she is feeling at the moment. She does her very best to stop herself from shaking and from letting her anger get the best of her as she looks forward, right back at the camera, to continue speaking.
Jazmyn Rain: I admit, it’s possible that this could be a game on your part to emotionally throw me off enough, but that’s a trick that works in 2016, not 2018. Clearly, YOU are the one that needs to look in the mirror because YOU are the one that is cracking, not me. “I didn’t complain and beg for a rematch” but what does that even mean when you complain about everything else?
“Oh NGW spits on me”
They spit on YOU? Have you SEEN your list of NGW accolades? Lord knows that NGW has given you opportunity after opportunity! For fuck’s sake Jack, don’t be another Caroline Go Fuck Yourself Birchill! Please!!! Or… you know… go ahead and be another Caroline so you can spiral out of this company like she did because you’re just as ungrateful as she was during her time here.
“NGW doesn’t want me.” Gosh, doesn’t THAT sound so fucking familiar? Oh right… that’s because with a certain someone in GCW, I’ve DEALT WITH THIS SHIT BEFORE!
I mean GOSH, you even DUPLICATED this whole “Golden Child” thing that I heard from him over in GCW too! It’s like I’m dealing with that asshole all over again. Don’t you learn? I don’t do this to be a golden child. I don’t need to be that! But what do I know, I’m the “golden child of NGW” while NGW doesn’t want you.
OH MY GOD! It’s a CONSPIRACY, isn’t it?
By the way, if I WAS NGW’s golden child, wouldn’t I always be involved in all these tournaments you rant and rave about? Yeah, contradictory, don’t you think? Hell, even knocking me for not taking part in these tournaments is ridiculous because again… you’re looking at it through your fucked up kaleidoscope of what a professional wrestler should be and where in a fucked up world of yours, the only way I can ever beat you is by an “act of God”. Is “act of God” your new “it was a fluke”, Jack? It sure sounds like it to me as far as I’m concerned. But why am I surprised considering how much of a stuck up asshole you are? Hey, did you ever consider the idea that maybe I’m at the very least an EQUAL to you as far as in-ring ability is concerned? No? Of course not. And you know what, everything you had to say there more or less proves what I’ve been saying about you right! All of that harbored hatred is what is going to be your downfall in the very end when you’re 28 and you’re collecting Social Security disability because seriously, that’s your fate if you keep doing what you’re doing and allowing yourself to be fueled by some sad, “little dick Syndrome” style hatred that you have in your soul for god knows what reason.
Keep feeding me that hatred Jack, because it’s not angering me. It’s not discouraging me. It’s making me STRONGER! I eat your hatred with a side of maple syrup for breakfast, buddy, well...I WOULD if I stooped to your level and became as negative and as condescending as you are!
Hatred is nothing but candy, period! And hatred, just like candy? It’s no good for you. The one thing I will feed off of is the positivity of every single person that stands by me: friends, family, fans… you name it because at the end of the day Jack, championships aren’t won by hatred. They’re won by the heart and the fire of the competitor! You said it yourself Jack, wrestling is your “job”. You don’t love this enough and that’s another thing that is going to be part of your downfall. Tonight? It’s not about teaching you a lesson anymore. It’s about settling the score and walking out of that ring with my head held high as the Five Lakes Champion knowing that no matter what her adversary had to say about her, no matter how he felt about her, the Guardian Angel soars above such darkness, selfishness and hatred to be a champion that so many like me could be inspired by!
You can say what you want, you can try to undermine me all you want, you can try to place an asterisk on your imminent loss to me as well, but at the end of the day? It’s all dead air… you know why?
Because ultimately?
Your words don’t mean SHIT to me!
Jazmyn turns and walks away from the scene, fiery and determined to remain the Five Lakes Champion and ready to settle the score with Jack Tillman once and for all!
Date: April 29, 2018
NGW Five Lakes Champion Jazmyn Rain is now in Washington D.C., but she’s not visiting any of the landmarks in Washington. The setting that she is standing in front of is entirely unfamiliar with the public outside of the city itself. The NGW Five Lakes Championship is around her waist and Jazmyn has a look of pity and perhaps disappointment on her face having heard the words of Jack Tillman not too long ago. She thinks about those words and soaks in the latest bout of negativity and hatred that he had thrown her way along with some scathing remarks that in her mind, she knows are truly some bitter, sour grapes coming from the former Five Lakes Champion himself. Jazmyn processes how she’s going to address these words before she musters up the spark to speak her mind.
Jazmyn Rain: They never learn, do they?
Jazmyn sighs and shakes her head before she continues.
Jazmyn Rain: Jack Tillman, just when I think I’ve said everything there is to say about you, you pop up and speak your mind, just like I knew you would and holy crap, in a nutshell, you have completely summed up my final words before our title match at Battle for London. There’s that anger that I was expecting. There’s that hatred that has become so predictable. You, Jack, are someone that needs to chill the heck out, you know? What you said proves to me once and for all that you take this business FAR too seriously. If that’s the boat you want to row, go ahead and row that boat but keep in mind that should that boat ultimately sink, you have nobody to blame but yourself. Before I dive into that though, I want to tell you a little bit of where I am cutting this promo from. I’m not at some landmark in D.C.. I’m not at the Washington Monument, I am not at the White House, I am not at the Lincoln Memorial, or hell, I am not even in front of the Verizon Center or anywhere else that any wrestler would cut a promo from.
You know where I’m standing in front of, Jack?
Your every day psychological hospital, this one specializing in pediatric care.
Since you want to know what I do outside of the ring, maybe I should share a little something. I spend time, and so much time, visiting places like this as a way to enlighten and encourage young people to grow up and follow their dreams in spite of the obstacles and the demons that are standing in their way because I relate to them so much! I had those same obstacles and demons growing up myself! My own mother… the one that gave birth to me, saw me as nothing more than an inconvenience and she let me know it! I was a BURDEN to her all because my existence stymied her beauty queen career that she STILL hasn’t let go of to this very day even though she’s in her early fifties now. It destroyed me for YEARS, Jack, not that you care and I don’t expect you to but I had to overcome THAT to even be a professional wrestler to begin with and I am giving back to the community, being that positive role model, being the inspiration to young people that grew up just like I did so they can do what I’ve done in life and in wrestling.
Huh, that about puts a dent in your “slutty photo shoot” narrative doesn’t it, Jack?
And to think, I held out a little bit of hope that after Battle For London, you actually learned something but it turns out that you didn’t because there you go again, rambling about this, crying about that, making excuses for this, being a BOY and not a man among so many things all while you make yourself look like an incompetent jackass! You know, I never thought I would meet anyone worse than the guy that ended my first Global Championship run through nefarious means, but you’re just as bad as he is. Hell, I’m even going to go as far as saying that you’ve become even worse! Seriously! Do you ever LISTEN to yourself when you talk? You start off by talking about what you did in other promotions recently like that’s somehow supposed to make you that much better than me, and everyone else you name dropped during your rant.
But hey, what do I know? I’m just letting the title collect dust right? You want to ask every single child I’ve seen under psychiatric care that has seen, touched and even had this title over their shoulder just so they can know what being a champion feels like, you over privileged son of a bitch? Yeah, there’s another hole in your bullshit narratives. You have disrespected me for the last time by undermining what I am all about as a professional wrestler and it’s so sad that you do this just because I don’t do it the way YOU think it ought to be done and I’m sick and TIRED of it so I’ll tell you what’s going to happen. When we settle the score tonight, I am going to put an end to this on MY terms and I am finally going to shut you the FUCK up! After what you’ve said, I’ve realized that there’s no hope for you ever coming around. You’re never going to respect me no matter what I do and that’s fine Jack, because I don’t need your fucking approval to go anywhere in this business. I’ve done just fine without the approval of the woman that gave birth to me, so what makes you think that your words are even going to make a dent anymore?
Jazmyn takes a deep breath and looks down on the ground she’s on for a bit as she does her very best to calm down from the passionate, profane rant that she just went on. The fact that she didn’t even pause to correct her own profanities is a further indication of how headed she is feeling at the moment. She does her very best to stop herself from shaking and from letting her anger get the best of her as she looks forward, right back at the camera, to continue speaking.
Jazmyn Rain: I admit, it’s possible that this could be a game on your part to emotionally throw me off enough, but that’s a trick that works in 2016, not 2018. Clearly, YOU are the one that needs to look in the mirror because YOU are the one that is cracking, not me. “I didn’t complain and beg for a rematch” but what does that even mean when you complain about everything else?
“Oh NGW spits on me”
They spit on YOU? Have you SEEN your list of NGW accolades? Lord knows that NGW has given you opportunity after opportunity! For fuck’s sake Jack, don’t be another Caroline Go Fuck Yourself Birchill! Please!!! Or… you know… go ahead and be another Caroline so you can spiral out of this company like she did because you’re just as ungrateful as she was during her time here.
“NGW doesn’t want me.” Gosh, doesn’t THAT sound so fucking familiar? Oh right… that’s because with a certain someone in GCW, I’ve DEALT WITH THIS SHIT BEFORE!
I mean GOSH, you even DUPLICATED this whole “Golden Child” thing that I heard from him over in GCW too! It’s like I’m dealing with that asshole all over again. Don’t you learn? I don’t do this to be a golden child. I don’t need to be that! But what do I know, I’m the “golden child of NGW” while NGW doesn’t want you.
OH MY GOD! It’s a CONSPIRACY, isn’t it?
By the way, if I WAS NGW’s golden child, wouldn’t I always be involved in all these tournaments you rant and rave about? Yeah, contradictory, don’t you think? Hell, even knocking me for not taking part in these tournaments is ridiculous because again… you’re looking at it through your fucked up kaleidoscope of what a professional wrestler should be and where in a fucked up world of yours, the only way I can ever beat you is by an “act of God”. Is “act of God” your new “it was a fluke”, Jack? It sure sounds like it to me as far as I’m concerned. But why am I surprised considering how much of a stuck up asshole you are? Hey, did you ever consider the idea that maybe I’m at the very least an EQUAL to you as far as in-ring ability is concerned? No? Of course not. And you know what, everything you had to say there more or less proves what I’ve been saying about you right! All of that harbored hatred is what is going to be your downfall in the very end when you’re 28 and you’re collecting Social Security disability because seriously, that’s your fate if you keep doing what you’re doing and allowing yourself to be fueled by some sad, “little dick Syndrome” style hatred that you have in your soul for god knows what reason.
Keep feeding me that hatred Jack, because it’s not angering me. It’s not discouraging me. It’s making me STRONGER! I eat your hatred with a side of maple syrup for breakfast, buddy, well...I WOULD if I stooped to your level and became as negative and as condescending as you are!
Hatred is nothing but candy, period! And hatred, just like candy? It’s no good for you. The one thing I will feed off of is the positivity of every single person that stands by me: friends, family, fans… you name it because at the end of the day Jack, championships aren’t won by hatred. They’re won by the heart and the fire of the competitor! You said it yourself Jack, wrestling is your “job”. You don’t love this enough and that’s another thing that is going to be part of your downfall. Tonight? It’s not about teaching you a lesson anymore. It’s about settling the score and walking out of that ring with my head held high as the Five Lakes Champion knowing that no matter what her adversary had to say about her, no matter how he felt about her, the Guardian Angel soars above such darkness, selfishness and hatred to be a champion that so many like me could be inspired by!
You can say what you want, you can try to undermine me all you want, you can try to place an asterisk on your imminent loss to me as well, but at the end of the day? It’s all dead air… you know why?
Because ultimately?
Your words don’t mean SHIT to me!
Jazmyn turns and walks away from the scene, fiery and determined to remain the Five Lakes Champion and ready to settle the score with Jack Tillman once and for all!