Post by Austen Blackwell on Mar 15, 2018 10:48:27 GMT -5
Let You Down
NF
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
“Another show, and another title shot. I decided a few shows ago that I was not good enough. I failed. I reached the peak of the mountain only to have my grip on it slip and falls back down. I had chances, and I squandered them. I lost faith in myself. And I’ve done what I could to work my way up the Long Beach division. I get a shot at Izzy for the title. A title she beat Adam Sanders for. And I’ve seen what she had to say. She is a good champion regardless of what she thinks. I just hope that she defends the title with everything she has. This idea of just giving it up to Adam or that she was not good enough, I can’t accept that. Hopefully she sees this. And she hears this. I plead, please bring your A game. Please bring everything you have. I would never hold back to you. I never held back going against Ruby. Or against Danni. You should never hold back. This is what we do. This is our career. This is our passion. So Izzy, make sure you bring all that you have.”
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
“This is my chance. My chance to prove myself. To prove my worth. To prove that I am not a joke. I cannot let anyone down. I cannot let my mother down. My fiance down. I cannot let myself down. I wish I never let my father down. Sometimes a song connects with us on such a personal level; the mere first few notes of the song triggers years. And feelings. And pain. I want to be the best me that I can be. For better or for worse. I need this. But I need to earn it. I need to step up to the plate. Elevate myself. Achieve greatness. I’ve been so close to success and felt it fall through my fingers. I cannot let it happen again. I won’t let it happen again. Giving it my everything, it won’t be just a title on the line. My heart will be on the line.”
NF
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
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I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
Let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
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