Post by Jessa on Feb 4, 2018 22:01:29 GMT -5
The scene opens up inside of a store in Rome. Maria had stepped out to do some shopping, as she sighs, shaking her head. She had a match she really was not looking forward to. She was set to face Jessica Sears. Truthfully, she didn’t want to face her. She would though, as she knew she had to. At that moment, she was feeling down, feeling like it didn’t matter, as she wasn’t the one people wanted to see win. She knew people just looked at her as Mason’s girlfriend, even though she was much more.
Maria: Sometimes I wish things were different, wish I wasn’t feeling so defeated like I am. I know I have the training and desire to do better, but I just can’t seem to do it. Sadly how I feel right now, I won’t be able to against Jessica either. I just need to figure out what to do to fix this. Before anyone thinks it, yes Mason does help me out, he is here for me. Sometimes you just have to do them yourself though.
Maria looks at some of the items in the store, as it was full of souvenirs you could get. She stops for a few seconds.
Maria: So Jessica Sears…. Many things come to mind, but honestly what’s the point in saying something. Last time I did, it turned into a huge ass mess. Truthfully, I just don’t want to do that again, go through that again. Could say I am walking on eggshells now after the last match. No other way to really put it. Sad, I didn’t know getting into wrestling would mean me having to do something that I used to do every time I was around my mother. It just… I just… I don’t know.
She sighs, as she goes to pick up a cup with Rome on it. She shakes her head, as she puts it back.
Maria: It’s sad when you are reminded of things you had thought you were long gone from, things you didn’t think would happen, and yet, here they are again. I know I shouldn’t be like this, but sometimes it happens. I just… I need to find a way to stop it, to not feel like I am feeling. I just, I don’t know how.
Maria moves away from the area she was in, as she starts heading out of the store. She walks along the street, as she looks around.
Maria: I do know though I need to do something if I do lose again. I can not end up looking like crap again like I have been. I can not let it happen, I need to figure this out. I need to make sure no matter what I come out on top. I have to think about this, need to plan it, need to look at it in all ways. I need to do this alone, I can’t let Mason know what is going on in my head. I just… I must. This just is needed. It's time I start being something more, be like The Bad Angel, or something. I just...yes I got it. I know what I can do.
Maria smiles widely as she keeps walking. She is still talking, but it is more to herself than anything. The scene fades out on her booty as she walks.
Maria: Sometimes I wish things were different, wish I wasn’t feeling so defeated like I am. I know I have the training and desire to do better, but I just can’t seem to do it. Sadly how I feel right now, I won’t be able to against Jessica either. I just need to figure out what to do to fix this. Before anyone thinks it, yes Mason does help me out, he is here for me. Sometimes you just have to do them yourself though.
Maria looks at some of the items in the store, as it was full of souvenirs you could get. She stops for a few seconds.
Maria: So Jessica Sears…. Many things come to mind, but honestly what’s the point in saying something. Last time I did, it turned into a huge ass mess. Truthfully, I just don’t want to do that again, go through that again. Could say I am walking on eggshells now after the last match. No other way to really put it. Sad, I didn’t know getting into wrestling would mean me having to do something that I used to do every time I was around my mother. It just… I just… I don’t know.
She sighs, as she goes to pick up a cup with Rome on it. She shakes her head, as she puts it back.
Maria: It’s sad when you are reminded of things you had thought you were long gone from, things you didn’t think would happen, and yet, here they are again. I know I shouldn’t be like this, but sometimes it happens. I just… I need to find a way to stop it, to not feel like I am feeling. I just, I don’t know how.
Maria moves away from the area she was in, as she starts heading out of the store. She walks along the street, as she looks around.
Maria: I do know though I need to do something if I do lose again. I can not end up looking like crap again like I have been. I can not let it happen, I need to figure this out. I need to make sure no matter what I come out on top. I have to think about this, need to plan it, need to look at it in all ways. I need to do this alone, I can’t let Mason know what is going on in my head. I just… I must. This just is needed. It's time I start being something more, be like The Bad Angel, or something. I just...yes I got it. I know what I can do.
Maria smiles widely as she keeps walking. She is still talking, but it is more to herself than anything. The scene fades out on her booty as she walks.
