Post by Caroline O'Hara Burchill on Aug 20, 2017 19:04:25 GMT -5
"So, I am no longer the New Gen Champion. Hooray for that, right?"
"I can imagine the resounding amount of glee that emanated from everyone in the back as the title was taken away from me. Right there in that moment, everything that I have ever worked for became nothingness; speckles of dust that came from the crumbling of a title reign near and dear to me. Although I am no stranger to the element of surprise, it was on that particular night where everything got thrown into a loop."
"So vicious a loop, in fact, that I am now relegated to being back to the kind of position I never wanted to find myself in."
"Sure. I have the title match coming up at Convergence. I have the opportunity of reclaiming the gold that left me. I get to repair my reputation and continue on a reign that has already transcended many before me..."
"But still, I am nothing. As of this moment, I have no worth. I have no merit. I am now the laughing stock everyone turns to and cackle at. It was a grandiose fall from the top and everyone has been basking in it."
"I wish I could say that none of it has gotten to me. I want nothing more than to suppress every damning thing ever said about me to the back of my mind and carry on like usual. Though, try as I might, I can never bring myself to ignore it all. I just can't. If that makes me a crybaby, then so be it. I'll thrash around and scream at the top of my lungs. I'll hit everything in sight and let out my frustrations in every conceivable manner possible. I'll let it be known that I hate the fact that the New Gen Championship is gone... for now, at least."
"I won't swallow my pride for much longer, because I care too much. I care so much about being a champion. I care so much about having a lasting legacy. I want my name to carry far and wide into the world and be instantly recognizable. I have a lot left that I need to do and I won't just let things be."
"I've never been the type that has been good at dealing with humiliation. I will admit it. It's just the truth and I am fine with it."
"I can imagine the resounding amount of glee that emanated from everyone in the back as the title was taken away from me. Right there in that moment, everything that I have ever worked for became nothingness; speckles of dust that came from the crumbling of a title reign near and dear to me. Although I am no stranger to the element of surprise, it was on that particular night where everything got thrown into a loop."
"So vicious a loop, in fact, that I am now relegated to being back to the kind of position I never wanted to find myself in."
"Sure. I have the title match coming up at Convergence. I have the opportunity of reclaiming the gold that left me. I get to repair my reputation and continue on a reign that has already transcended many before me..."
"But still, I am nothing. As of this moment, I have no worth. I have no merit. I am now the laughing stock everyone turns to and cackle at. It was a grandiose fall from the top and everyone has been basking in it."
"I wish I could say that none of it has gotten to me. I want nothing more than to suppress every damning thing ever said about me to the back of my mind and carry on like usual. Though, try as I might, I can never bring myself to ignore it all. I just can't. If that makes me a crybaby, then so be it. I'll thrash around and scream at the top of my lungs. I'll hit everything in sight and let out my frustrations in every conceivable manner possible. I'll let it be known that I hate the fact that the New Gen Championship is gone... for now, at least."
"I won't swallow my pride for much longer, because I care too much. I care so much about being a champion. I care so much about having a lasting legacy. I want my name to carry far and wide into the world and be instantly recognizable. I have a lot left that I need to do and I won't just let things be."
"I've never been the type that has been good at dealing with humiliation. I will admit it. It's just the truth and I am fine with it."
