Post by Xavier Cain on Oct 6, 2016 16:59:51 GMT -5
Redemption is not perfection. The redeemed must realize their imperfections.
~John Piper
“I’ve always known my purpose in life. It is to help build, it is to help people realize that when you wake up it is a beautiful day. God put us on this Earth to show that life is a precious thing and when you take it for granted it is gone in a mere few moments. That is why you need to wake up and smile and realize that waking up is a good thing. Walking is a good thing, breathing is a good thing, saying hello to a stranger is a good thing, and well smiling is always a good thing no matter what has you down. Always smile because it will make that day brighter for a person that might be having a bad day as well, and if they smile back it might just change your day for the better.
When I first wrestled I didn’t know what I wanted to do, I felt that maybe I would just step in that ring and be great but like the above quote says you must realize your imperfections, I didn’t do that when I first wrestled. I thought that I was PERFECT. I thought that when I stepped into that ring I would beat every single person that got in my way. I was wrong, and I left because I felt a burning hole in myself, and knew that I wasn’t good enough, after that I learned my IMPERFECTIONS, and I knew what I needed to work on. So here I am at Redemption Wrestling.
Funny…redemption…
A word that you never really think about until you start to realize that you need in your life. After I failed the first time and went onto a new journey, a passage of light and guidance I started to hear the ring call my name again, and I wanted to take the opportunity. When I heard about Redemption Wrestling it kind of clicked for me in my head. I knew that it was the place for me, it was something that I needed to take a chance at and here I am taking a chance. Going to Texas and stepping into that ring again, but this time I will not fail. I found out what my imperfections on and I know what I need to work on, and I will work on that. Of course more imperfections will be there but those will come in due time, and I will fix them when they come. But yes, after those more will pop up but you can never be perfect, because if you were why would have God made you? See he had imperfections as well and he realized them, and he worked on them…
…he gained…
…REDEMPTION…
So will I."
The idea of redemption is always good news, even if it means sacrifice or some difficult times.
~Patti Smith
Xavier Cain: Martin Karloff and Silas Subhuman…
Xavier Cain sat on a chair outside of his place in Florida. He had a smile on his face and a cross around his neck. He always wore the cross it kept him close to God, and to the people that he lost. As he spoke he kept his thumb and pointer finger on it. Caressing it seemingly. Maybe making him feel safe or well at least relaxed.
Xavier Cain: We are stepping into the ring together soon, only one of us can win while the other two will think about where they went wrong, for you Karloff you probably should have been able to win a title on the first show but you were cheated out of it because of Mya Gunn. Now I don’t agree with cheating and Mya shouldn’t have done that to you, but it happens. But see you seem like a good human being, you seem like someone that will not let that loss bring you down and make you feel less of a wrestler. Like me you are now looking for redemption, so you are hearing my words probably and nodding your head. This match is your redemption and well maybe to show a sign to Mya Gunn that you didn’t like what she did and you will not take it lying down.
I like that or at least this is what I hope you are doing I hope that you come down to this ring with me and Silas and are looking for that redemption because it will drive you to be better, you have been looking for redemption your whole life because you have been in an orphanage forgotten, discarded, wondering where your next meal might come from. But you have risen from that, and you have found love, and well you have found your ying to your yang in Xaria Linnette. I am there as well Martin, I know what it is like to find that one person that changes you that gets you to be a better person Essi Olivier does that for me and maybe that is why I am stepping in the ring again because I want to impress her I want to make her happy for me and proud. You have that same feeling, and I can see that hunger on your face, the passion and that is something I have to be ready for.
He smiles as he looks at the cross and then shakes his head.
Xavier Cain: As for Silas, I am not sure what to think of him. He just like me is going to be having his first match in Texas. I guess he is someone that varies from my beliefs in a very wild way.
I have heard that he is in a death metal band and my only question to you Silas is why? Why would you want to take life in that kind of breath? What happened to you, to have a death metal outlook in life? It couldn’t have been that bad. Like I have said before just smile and life will be for the better. Did Martin call it quits when he was in an orphanage? No. He wouldn’t be here if he did, he rose up and he became something what have you become Silas? Other than someone that loves to beat people down in street fights, and try and hurt them? See you have an anger issue, and that will be your downfall, that anger will eat you alive and it is sad to see a life like that. You need to smile, you need to grab life with both hands and make it better.
He gets up and looks out onto the horizon and nods his head.
Xavier Cain: I’m ready for my redemption. I can hear it calling my name, I want to have my hand raised, I want to make it amazing and this is my first step into that direction, I will go hard and I will keep fighting, if I am knocked down I will get back up. I mean look at this…
He moves his hands out to the horizon.
Xavier Cain: When the world is this beautiful you cannot let it go without a smile on your face. Just wake up and look up to the sky and say thank you, because this is what life is about the sun and another new day upon us.
He winks as he turns around and walks back into the house as the scene fades.
