Post by Julianna DiMaria on May 24, 2017 14:14:50 GMT -5
To 'Hell' With All This
Date: May 24, 2017
Julianna DiMaria is in a far from an amused mood as she gets ready to express her thoughts on her upcoming tag team match at Hype. The San Diego native is currently in her own backyard, thinking about what to say to the masses. Recent events like the last Hype and Origins aren’t doing her any favors and coming up short in the tournament for a Rags To Riches spot is not something that is going to put her in a good mood either. Julianna takes a deep breath, presumably to let out some frustration that she’s been dealing with in recent weeks. With Hype 2 still somewhat fresh in her mind, even nearly three weeks later, she’s clearly about to show that she’s in even more of a no-nonsense mood than ever.
Julianna DiMaria: Youth and inexperience… the two biggest banes of my wrestling existence, I’d say. As much as it pains me to admit what I am about to admit, I pride myself on being an honest person and not sugarcoating anything all while being this massive drama queen or anything like that. So, honest and candid is what I am going to be. I admit, with great reluctance, that this whole “making WCG my world” mission of mine is harder than I thought. Losing the ladder match was one thing. I was in there in a situation where it wasn’t one on one and the stipulation was less than normal. Any one of us three could have gone up the ladder and retrieved that championship. Fine. I came around to accept that rather quickly, especially with the knowledge that at the previous Hype, I was going to have another chance to be the WCG West Coast Champion. This time, it was one on one, no ladders, no nonsense. For SURE I was going to win this time right? Just knowing that the answer to that question is “no” greatly angers the hell out of me. I find myself hating Ryan Keys more and more every single day because my god, the guy is one of the most annoying douchebags I’ve ever met in my life. He goes around, treating this like this is some kind of game. Hell, considering his commitments in other promotions, I’ll even go as far as saying that to him, WCG is a secondary priority at best considering he’s been largely quiet about the events of the last Hype.
So, as a result of what I’ve mentioned above, you can bet that going into the next Hype, I’m definitely coming into it with a lot of anger and hatred and no, this doesn’t mean I am going to suddenly dye my hair black, start wearing this psychotic facepaint design and go grunge on people like many of my contemporaries have done in the past. I’m not going to go into this spiel about how I am going to make others feel my suffering and all this garbage. No, I’m going to let out this anger and manage this hatred by going into this match against the Messiahs and going back to basics a bit. I prided myself as being a stereotype breaker and in this match, that’s what I am going to be. Scotty Latimer is going to be a reliable partner. How reliable? Don’t know. I’ll address him a bit more at a later time, but one thing I do know is, this match is a test for me. I want to lead this brand someday, and I WILL lead this brand and as logic dictates, if I can’t lead a team, I can’t lead a brand so, Messiahs, let’s have a little talk, shall we? You two are physically impressive talents, there’s no denying that. But do we really need all the smoke and mirrors talk? Seriously? I mean, that smoke might as well be filled with sleeping gas because my god, how many of YOUR types have come and gone in this business?
“We’re here to free society from the man!”
“Rage against the machine!!!!”
“Accept us as your saviors so we can reign hell against THE MAN!”
Anyone out there listening to me stop me and tell me you’ve heard spiels like this from others before. Yeah, I know in the grand scheme of things it doesn’t mean THAT much, but you guys need to actually wake up and see the trees in the forest here. WCG doesn’t need to be saved… at least… not YET anyway because let me tell you two something. Once I get my next title shot against Ryan Keys at Rise. I WILL be the WOMAN, I will be THE MACHINE because I’m going to be the one running the show and calling the shots when it’s all said and done. If you two want to wage war against me then, be my guest but to me, you’re both just a bunch of NONSENSE that isn’t preaching anything that this business hasn’t heard before. You do realize who your paying audience is right? You do realize that the paying audience doesn’t come to a wrestling show to be lectured about social problems, right? They’re not there to talk politics, they’re there to watch a WRESTLING match. I’m not going into this match against you two thinking “Oh my god, they’re so big and scary! I have no chance!” HELL NO! You know what you two are to me? Future subjects of mine, that’s what because when I reach the top of this company, you two will have to deal with me on a grander scale. You two aren’t any more or less annoying than duos like Basch and LeBlanc, Roby Rose and whoever the hell wants to be her friend this week, among others. You two aren’t any more special than the 7th Circle. Hell, let me just give you my blunt opinion on how I really feel about you two.
Neither one of you are anything special to me! You’re both my opponents coming up in a week or so, but still, that’s where it’s at. Leave your Texas Chainsaw Massacre stories at home for this one boys, because I’m not interested in your rants about social disparities or “freeing” society from “slavery”. And speaking of rants, oh my god! What do I even make of some of the words you’ve said about me already? I mean, if you’re not going off about me having some “dark soul”, you’re going off about our match being a “life altering occasion”. Save it! I’m not saying that I won’t learn a thing or two dealing with types like you two, but I’ve already had my “life altering occasion”. That happened to be the last episode of Hype because going through what I’ve been going through, I now recognize that attaining what I want in this business isn’t as easy as I once thought it was, not even close. I’m being better and smarter about the way I carry forward my career. What I’ve learned in my interactions with Ryan Keys are more than I could ever learn from you two. I don’t need “saving” from anyone, especially from people like you. I just find it so funny that you’re telling me that I’m not as important as I think I am and yet… well… LOOK IN THE MIRROR! You two are that delusional that you legitimately believe you’re important enough to think you can make a difference in this world, to use our business as a channel for your cult nonsense? Yeah, who’s REALLY acting like they’re more important than they actually are. Me? Or you? To anyone watching, the answer should be obvious.
But before I get too off track here, I’m going to say something that even you two may agree with and that’s the fact that your life is defined by the choices that you make. Now, according to your spiel, I have the choice to walk into Hell with you right? Oh my GOD, why am I even entertaining this? ANYWAY, here’s something I can say about many people in our business, particularly those with the same youth and inexperience as I have. There have been plenty of times in this business where kids younger than me hit the mainstream and they think that they have it all figured out. They win a match or two, they accomplish a big moment so soon and so young in their career and they act like they’re on top of the world. Then, reality comes up to nail them in the face and suddenly, they plunge right back to earth. A devastating loss here, a devastating loss there, and then they’re suddenly questioning themselves and wondering what hit them. The reason why I know this is because that’s what I’ve been going through lately. Now, as far as choices go… once this young wrestler hits that crossroad, they have one of two choices to make. They can either suffer from it, succumb to it and let it all get to them and control them and drive them down a darker path to Hell, or, they can rise above it, prove that they are better than that, prove that they are capable of overcoming their shortcomings and prove that their negative experiences made them stronger than before.
So, after Hype #2, I had to make that choice. Of course, I can allow it to get to me, I can suffer from it, and I can “walk with the two of you”, but if I did that… I’d be giving up on my career, giving up on this business and worst of all, giving up on myself… something which you two have clearly done since you’re all “rage against the machine that brings us down” supposedly. I could have gone down a path where it all just got to me, my confidence was destroyed and because of all that, I spiral out of WCG never to be heard from again, you know, like Trenton Kelvin recently. But no, my parents taught me and trained me better than that. Yes, my confidence took some hits these last couple of shows, but it’s all a learning curve for me. I bounced right back and beat Ryan Keys at the road show in order to get one more chance at the West Coast Championship. I didn’t let it bother me. I didn’t let it destroy me. And sure, maybe I’m not in that Rags to Riches match at WrestleForce, but that’s okay. I’m still just 22 years old, I have plenty of time in my career to make moments like that happen. I’m not going to be that stereotypical rookie wrestler who has a panic attack whenever things don’t go her way. Not saying I won’t have my moments and I haven’t had my moments, but I know that a champion in this business is defined not just by their wins, but how they react to their losses. So far? I’d say I’ve reacted reasonably well. I’m not allowing myself to become you two. I am not going to allow myself to “fall into Hell” the way you guys have. To hell with all that. To hell with your nonsense. To hell with your warped reality! I AM reality and when the time comes, Scotty Latimer and I are going to prove why we are two of the top contenders to the WCG West Coast Championship.
You two have nothing to take away from me aside from a win when we meet at Hype #3 and if you both think that society in THIS world is horrible… then judging by your comments so far… I can already tell you’re going to like society in MY world, WHEN I get to reign in it… even LESS! So sure, I might be walking into YOUR WORLD on Hype, but I’m going to survive it. When MY world is born… can you both survive that?
NO! Hell no!
And when we meet in that ring, Scotty and I are going to prove that as an undisputed FACT!
By the way, stop calling me "Anna". I hate that!
Thanks! Bye!
Date: May 24, 2017
Julianna DiMaria is in a far from an amused mood as she gets ready to express her thoughts on her upcoming tag team match at Hype. The San Diego native is currently in her own backyard, thinking about what to say to the masses. Recent events like the last Hype and Origins aren’t doing her any favors and coming up short in the tournament for a Rags To Riches spot is not something that is going to put her in a good mood either. Julianna takes a deep breath, presumably to let out some frustration that she’s been dealing with in recent weeks. With Hype 2 still somewhat fresh in her mind, even nearly three weeks later, she’s clearly about to show that she’s in even more of a no-nonsense mood than ever.
Julianna DiMaria: Youth and inexperience… the two biggest banes of my wrestling existence, I’d say. As much as it pains me to admit what I am about to admit, I pride myself on being an honest person and not sugarcoating anything all while being this massive drama queen or anything like that. So, honest and candid is what I am going to be. I admit, with great reluctance, that this whole “making WCG my world” mission of mine is harder than I thought. Losing the ladder match was one thing. I was in there in a situation where it wasn’t one on one and the stipulation was less than normal. Any one of us three could have gone up the ladder and retrieved that championship. Fine. I came around to accept that rather quickly, especially with the knowledge that at the previous Hype, I was going to have another chance to be the WCG West Coast Champion. This time, it was one on one, no ladders, no nonsense. For SURE I was going to win this time right? Just knowing that the answer to that question is “no” greatly angers the hell out of me. I find myself hating Ryan Keys more and more every single day because my god, the guy is one of the most annoying douchebags I’ve ever met in my life. He goes around, treating this like this is some kind of game. Hell, considering his commitments in other promotions, I’ll even go as far as saying that to him, WCG is a secondary priority at best considering he’s been largely quiet about the events of the last Hype.
So, as a result of what I’ve mentioned above, you can bet that going into the next Hype, I’m definitely coming into it with a lot of anger and hatred and no, this doesn’t mean I am going to suddenly dye my hair black, start wearing this psychotic facepaint design and go grunge on people like many of my contemporaries have done in the past. I’m not going to go into this spiel about how I am going to make others feel my suffering and all this garbage. No, I’m going to let out this anger and manage this hatred by going into this match against the Messiahs and going back to basics a bit. I prided myself as being a stereotype breaker and in this match, that’s what I am going to be. Scotty Latimer is going to be a reliable partner. How reliable? Don’t know. I’ll address him a bit more at a later time, but one thing I do know is, this match is a test for me. I want to lead this brand someday, and I WILL lead this brand and as logic dictates, if I can’t lead a team, I can’t lead a brand so, Messiahs, let’s have a little talk, shall we? You two are physically impressive talents, there’s no denying that. But do we really need all the smoke and mirrors talk? Seriously? I mean, that smoke might as well be filled with sleeping gas because my god, how many of YOUR types have come and gone in this business?
“We’re here to free society from the man!”
“Rage against the machine!!!!”
“Accept us as your saviors so we can reign hell against THE MAN!”
Anyone out there listening to me stop me and tell me you’ve heard spiels like this from others before. Yeah, I know in the grand scheme of things it doesn’t mean THAT much, but you guys need to actually wake up and see the trees in the forest here. WCG doesn’t need to be saved… at least… not YET anyway because let me tell you two something. Once I get my next title shot against Ryan Keys at Rise. I WILL be the WOMAN, I will be THE MACHINE because I’m going to be the one running the show and calling the shots when it’s all said and done. If you two want to wage war against me then, be my guest but to me, you’re both just a bunch of NONSENSE that isn’t preaching anything that this business hasn’t heard before. You do realize who your paying audience is right? You do realize that the paying audience doesn’t come to a wrestling show to be lectured about social problems, right? They’re not there to talk politics, they’re there to watch a WRESTLING match. I’m not going into this match against you two thinking “Oh my god, they’re so big and scary! I have no chance!” HELL NO! You know what you two are to me? Future subjects of mine, that’s what because when I reach the top of this company, you two will have to deal with me on a grander scale. You two aren’t any more or less annoying than duos like Basch and LeBlanc, Roby Rose and whoever the hell wants to be her friend this week, among others. You two aren’t any more special than the 7th Circle. Hell, let me just give you my blunt opinion on how I really feel about you two.
Neither one of you are anything special to me! You’re both my opponents coming up in a week or so, but still, that’s where it’s at. Leave your Texas Chainsaw Massacre stories at home for this one boys, because I’m not interested in your rants about social disparities or “freeing” society from “slavery”. And speaking of rants, oh my god! What do I even make of some of the words you’ve said about me already? I mean, if you’re not going off about me having some “dark soul”, you’re going off about our match being a “life altering occasion”. Save it! I’m not saying that I won’t learn a thing or two dealing with types like you two, but I’ve already had my “life altering occasion”. That happened to be the last episode of Hype because going through what I’ve been going through, I now recognize that attaining what I want in this business isn’t as easy as I once thought it was, not even close. I’m being better and smarter about the way I carry forward my career. What I’ve learned in my interactions with Ryan Keys are more than I could ever learn from you two. I don’t need “saving” from anyone, especially from people like you. I just find it so funny that you’re telling me that I’m not as important as I think I am and yet… well… LOOK IN THE MIRROR! You two are that delusional that you legitimately believe you’re important enough to think you can make a difference in this world, to use our business as a channel for your cult nonsense? Yeah, who’s REALLY acting like they’re more important than they actually are. Me? Or you? To anyone watching, the answer should be obvious.
But before I get too off track here, I’m going to say something that even you two may agree with and that’s the fact that your life is defined by the choices that you make. Now, according to your spiel, I have the choice to walk into Hell with you right? Oh my GOD, why am I even entertaining this? ANYWAY, here’s something I can say about many people in our business, particularly those with the same youth and inexperience as I have. There have been plenty of times in this business where kids younger than me hit the mainstream and they think that they have it all figured out. They win a match or two, they accomplish a big moment so soon and so young in their career and they act like they’re on top of the world. Then, reality comes up to nail them in the face and suddenly, they plunge right back to earth. A devastating loss here, a devastating loss there, and then they’re suddenly questioning themselves and wondering what hit them. The reason why I know this is because that’s what I’ve been going through lately. Now, as far as choices go… once this young wrestler hits that crossroad, they have one of two choices to make. They can either suffer from it, succumb to it and let it all get to them and control them and drive them down a darker path to Hell, or, they can rise above it, prove that they are better than that, prove that they are capable of overcoming their shortcomings and prove that their negative experiences made them stronger than before.
So, after Hype #2, I had to make that choice. Of course, I can allow it to get to me, I can suffer from it, and I can “walk with the two of you”, but if I did that… I’d be giving up on my career, giving up on this business and worst of all, giving up on myself… something which you two have clearly done since you’re all “rage against the machine that brings us down” supposedly. I could have gone down a path where it all just got to me, my confidence was destroyed and because of all that, I spiral out of WCG never to be heard from again, you know, like Trenton Kelvin recently. But no, my parents taught me and trained me better than that. Yes, my confidence took some hits these last couple of shows, but it’s all a learning curve for me. I bounced right back and beat Ryan Keys at the road show in order to get one more chance at the West Coast Championship. I didn’t let it bother me. I didn’t let it destroy me. And sure, maybe I’m not in that Rags to Riches match at WrestleForce, but that’s okay. I’m still just 22 years old, I have plenty of time in my career to make moments like that happen. I’m not going to be that stereotypical rookie wrestler who has a panic attack whenever things don’t go her way. Not saying I won’t have my moments and I haven’t had my moments, but I know that a champion in this business is defined not just by their wins, but how they react to their losses. So far? I’d say I’ve reacted reasonably well. I’m not allowing myself to become you two. I am not going to allow myself to “fall into Hell” the way you guys have. To hell with all that. To hell with your nonsense. To hell with your warped reality! I AM reality and when the time comes, Scotty Latimer and I are going to prove why we are two of the top contenders to the WCG West Coast Championship.
You two have nothing to take away from me aside from a win when we meet at Hype #3 and if you both think that society in THIS world is horrible… then judging by your comments so far… I can already tell you’re going to like society in MY world, WHEN I get to reign in it… even LESS! So sure, I might be walking into YOUR WORLD on Hype, but I’m going to survive it. When MY world is born… can you both survive that?
NO! Hell no!
And when we meet in that ring, Scotty and I are going to prove that as an undisputed FACT!
By the way, stop calling me "Anna". I hate that!
Thanks! Bye!