Post by Tasmin Richards on Jul 13, 2018 21:59:25 GMT -5
You said you don't wanna die but still you want to go to heaven
Heaven's not a place that you can scare me into changing everything that I believe in
Leavin' what is keeping you from walkin' out the door and livin' life like there's a reason
Reason is the fear of change will leave a person locked inside a dark and mental prison
Prisoners of war, the war is media, they feed to you graffiti up your vision
Visionary super scary future they will shoot ya' they will loot ya' they are killin'
Killin' power of the power that exists above us is a problem, it's a sentence
Sentence you to pull and push and jump, when they say jump you say how high
There is no limit
Limit what they sell and what they're givin'
Tasmin sits happy looking at her phone moving it around from side to side in her apartment. Her tongue lightly pops out the side of her mouth as she gets up and looks at it, studying it, she turns around a corner and squeals jumping up and down.
“GOT YOU!...Sneaky Dragonite!..Adam’s going to be so jealous I caught you!.....”
She looks up and blinks and slowly slides her phone down and onto the table with an awkward smile waving her hand back an forth.
“Oh!...Hello!...didn’t...didn’t see you guys there.”
She nervously clears her throat and straightens her black iron maiden shirt pulling it down over the top of her light blue daisy dukes.
“Ok so, I don’t know what to say here with all this cause for the first time ever I kind of have so much going on in my life it’s not just about the match. I mean as always I’m excited to face Mrs Basch cause she’s an amazing opponent and she and I have been in the ring together a few times now but. WCG is a different place than it was a few months ago. New champions were crowned, new challengers have risen and some people are leaving, getting called up or going elsewhere….”
“But at WCG’s core we have the Basche’s, myself and Ada, Iphy, Melina Wilson, J’D Ryan….and...Remi. We have been holding WCG together for a while now but, think about it. A few shows ago seems like an eternity. Adam was with Izzy, I was with Jason, Remi was actually a nice guy instead of a delusional hate filled douchebag. It was...different. But in just that short time Izzy became manic depressive and hurt Adam, Jason threw me away like I was nothing, I fell in love with a sweetheart. And watched a friend of his stab him in the back….;”
“All the while being rhe WCG South bay champion, being able to say I did that. I was able to win when it counted and become a champion, to hold a title. It was an amazing feeling and to say my life is in a place right now where I wake up everyday smiling is an understatement. I have a dream job that I am actually good at. Well, passably good. A great boyfriend, my own apartment, I get to travel all around the US and in some cases the world. This is amazing. But with all that there’s a dark cloud hanging right there. Cause no matter how happy I am and how much I smile and laugh with Adam, I see it in his eyes every time….”
“No matter what we’re doing or how happy he is, he thinks about the Tag trials. Replaying the moment over in his head. Remi says something, I see his shoulders slump and I can feel his heart sink. And I feel, angry. I’m not an angry person in fact the majority of the time I am a happy smiling beacon of flowers and bloody sunshine. But I think about people hurting Adam, Remi...Kenzie...that fucking bitch Izzy…”
Her voice deepens as she seems to spit the anger and Izzy’s name through her teeth as her hands ball into fists
“I want to protect him from that. And I’m not going to lie it’s a distraction. I have this match against Danielle Basch and all I can think about it hurting the people who hurt my boyfriend. It’s not healthy. ANd I also feel like it’s disrespectful to Mrs Basch. I like Danielle alot, just being in the ring with her has taught me so much. It’s made me stronger and smarter. And while my title isn’t on the line I always believe that a champion needs to be strong. And that’s what I am to be against you Danielle...a strong champion. As always I’ll go in to the match looking to win but I’m not blind…”
“I know you’ll have learned from out last matches too and you’ll come back even better, and I love that. I respect it and win or lose I will be glad to shake your hand again when all is said and done…”
Even if the whole world knows
I don't give a damn about what they think
I don't have to stand up to your gun
I don't have to sit down when you say
Tell me I'm overboard
The truth is you just want to see me sink
If there's any room left on that ship
You don't have to save any room for me
'Cause I've got my own boat